Loveless - Prologue

When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Opps..

I cared and it got backfired. What a painn!
Looks like I'll be minding my own business then ;)

Sorry me for caring. It's not like you deserve it. It's just that I wanted to give you a taste of how it feels like when there's actually someone who really does care for you.

Well, enough of that!

Just now..
Somebody said I'm funny. LOL! Really?
I see that as a compliment as some of them said I'm just too serious
Guess I got back my sense of humor then. Haha.

Ps: 2012 was good!, but not awesome! It's just me though. ;)

There and back again.

Yeah! Today I'm going back to Putrajaya!
and I'm excited because... ;p

This holiday?
I'm thinking of working part time. But..
I'm LAZY. Duh!

Doesn't matter.. GSC, Alamanda is where I'll be
What movie should I watch?
Suggestion please?

What's underneath the clothes.. Brooke Davis?

Take a breath, hold it in
Start a fight. You won't win
Had enough? Let's begin
Nevermind..
I don't care!

All in all, you're no good
You don't cry like you should
Let it go!
If you could..
When love dies in the end

Here we go..
Does it hurt?
Say goodbye to this world
I will not be undone
Come to life, it gets worse

I'll be gone when you fall
Your sad life says it all

Don't carry me under
You're the devil in disguise
God sing for the hopeless
I'm the one you left behind

So I'll find what lies beneath your sick twisted smile
As I lay underneath your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'Cause you're so unkind
I will always be here for the rest of my life

Switchfoot - You

My Heroine

Why am I so addicted to you?

I need to stay away

But..

It's hard! I can't..

Help, please!

"Where there's a will, there's a way"?

I have the will but, in my way there's you

I don't know how I'm going to do this.

I don't know how to let you go, I don't know how to keep you..

THE PAIN, THE AGONY

I.. want you

Need you! so bad it hurts

Oh, INTERNET CONNECTION..
Don't you DIE on me now!
Haha ;p

The Story of a Boy and a Girl. by; Rais Rafie

*NOTICE: This is NOT my story.


SCENE 1

Boy : I love you but I can't tell you, because I know, it won't be the same again. I will sacrifice anything for you.
Girl: *Whatever.
Girl: I like you, but in certain time.
Boy : Oh. Ok. Can I have all your time? Girl: No, I'm busy.
Boy : Do you want to go out with me again?
Girl: *Thinking*
Boy : Ok?
Girl: Maybe.
Boy : :)
Girl: Can you come now?
Boy : Ok.
Girl: Please hurry.
Boy : I have problem right now, maybe a bit late.
Girl: Forget it!
Boy : Erm, But..
Girl: Enough!
Boy : ...

SCENE 2

Boy : Happy birthday girl. Hope you like this gift.
Girl: Thanks :) *Hopefully it's something that I like*
Boy : Hope you like it.
Girl: *What is this?* :)
Boy : Do you like it?
Girl: Yes *Not*
Boy : It's for our memory
Girl: Oh, so sweet boy. I will kept it nicely *Yeah, right*
Boy : :)
Girl: Happy birthday boy. Hope you like this gift.
Boy : Thanks girl.
Girl: Hope you like it.
Boy : *Feel appreciated* I will keep it somewhere special
Girl: Ok. *Doesn't Care*

SCENE 3

*Flashback

Boy : I love you, I miss you, I won't leave you.
Girl: Ok, me too.

- 2 years later

Girl: I have someone else. Please leave me.
Boy : ?! Why?!
Girl: My heart is not for you. I have someone else, he's more matured than you.
Boy : :( *Please don't go..*

-3 years later

Boy : Where are you girl, I miss you. How are you right now?
Girl: How is he, I really need to talk with him.

-4years later

Girl: I miss you boy!
Boy : Me too *I do, I miss you so much too*

-4 years and 1 month later

Girl: Don't disturb me. I have someone else.
Boy : :( Why are you doing this to me?
Girl: What are you talking about? We are only friend ok.
Boy : Oh.. *How could she do this to me?*
Girl: I have to go. Bye Boy: Ok.. *I miss you.*

SCENE 4

Boy : Do you love me girl?
Girl: Yes, I do love you boy.
Boy : Can we be together forever?
Girl: Depends.
Boy : Why girl?
Girl: Depends who die first.
Boy : Oh, I will "go" with you girl.
Girl: Nonsense.
Boy : I know, but I can't live without you girl. Even I "go" first, I will wait for you.
Girl: Are you insane?
Boy : No. I love you.
Girl: ...
Boy : :)

Girl: Do you love me boy?
Boy : Yes, I love you so much girl! I really do.
Girl: Ok.
Boy : Why do you ask girl?
Girl: I have doubt in you.
Boy : Did I do something wrong?
Girl: No, no. *Yes, you did.*
Boy : Are you sure girl?
Girl: Yes, nothing's wrong.

Boy : I have doubt on you to girl.
Girl: Really? What is it?
Boy : I doubt you don't trust me anymore.
Girl: No, it just.. Nothing..
Boy : What is it girl? Do you have problem?
Girl: No.. boy.
Boy : Let me know if you need something.
Girl: Ok. *You don't care about me anymore*
Boy : I love you.
Girl: Ok.
Boy : *Still can't figure out*
Girl: ...

SCENE 5

Girl: Can I ask you something?
Boy : Yes girl? Ask me anything.
Girl: Do you need me?
Boy : What kind of question is that?
Girl: Answer me!
Boy : Girl, from the first day I know you, I have fallen for you. My heart is just for you, and forever will be you.
Girl: But..
Boy : Mm? But what girl?
Girl: How if destiny is not mean for us?
Boy : Do you have to believe in that destiny girl?
Girl: Do you?
Boy : No! I will not believe it if it wasn't you!
Girl: Hopefully..


A boy that love her girl very much is thinking about their love story. He is thinking, what can he do to make her proud of him, thinking of him and love him everyday. Everyday is a hard day for him, because it's hard to satisfy her needs. He always messed things up. But, deep inside his heart, the only person live there, is his girl. Does she realise it?

After years of happiness, sadness come and leave a mark behind. The boy felt so sad and can't live his life properly. The girl have left him for good. All the memories collapse. The boy can't accept the fact that she's gone to someone else. He felt terrible. He felt useless, he felt zero. He can't do anything anymore to save their love. He miss her badly, until now, he still missing her..

Day by day, the boy waiting for her, with the hope, "she will coming back". As time passing by, he still standing there, looking at the tree of memoir. He cried. Again and again. Praying and blaming himself for what have done. To GOD he said "Dear god, I love her, I can't stop loving her, she's the one that I need, she...'s the one that I want, and she's the only one that I love!" Until today, he's still hoping..

THE END

The author actually post this as his status on Facebook. I read it, and find it interesting. *FOR ME!
So, I decided to ask for permission for this and granted.

Thank you Rais. Hope you'll find the love of your life
Haha

We are..

We humans are like fireworks. Even though we live a short life, we fight as hard as we can.. so that we can shine brightly.

No matter how short we live.. Even though we know we can't shine forever..

WE KEEP ON TRYING ;)

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